탓 [Blame] [tas] [English translation]

I'm stuck in this swamp, I'm stuck in this swamp

Everybody's looking down on me, I'm stuck in this swamp

I just wished that you would've stayed by my side

I still clearly remember the day you turned your back on me

I'm alone in this swamp, I'm alone in this swamp

Those rappers are laughing at me while they're flying to the sky

I knew it already, I knew it from the start

I'll just blame it on my slowly fading eyesight

I'm stuck in this swamp, I'm stuck in this swamp

I'm in this dirty and disgusting swamp

Go far away enough from me that you can't smell this stench

Can't you see how my hands are so subtly trembling

You've changed a lot, You've changed a lot

Once I removed that shadow that was me from you, you've brightened up a lot

The things that might've looked just like misfortune

Blame them all on me, I beg of you

I'm still living with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder

Take a look at my arms and give me money for my medical bills, I'm begging you

Even though it's hard for me to talk with people

I don't think that the friends I met are bad people

I miss it sometimes, the roofs and playgrounds where we played

But I don't particularly miss the friends I played with there

Because I don't earn any money, My mom has to keep suffering

Because I hated working part-time

I stopped stopping by my mom's store

Because the fact that rappers that can't rap are earning a hundred times more than me

Makes me sick to the stomach because it's so unfair

Now I wait in the basement that my dad's money bought

Twiddling my fingers

I raise the expectations up two times

Because then the disappointment hits harder

Because then I look even worse to other people

Because then I can become even more desperate

How much more desperate do I have to become?

Who were all my prayers and offerings for?

Just because I laughed off and nodded when my grandfather told me to go to church

Am I a bad son now?

I don't know the reason why I hate people

I don't know the reason I started singing this song

I don't know the reason why I'm so pathetic and broke

I don't know the reason why I let go of so many chances

I don't know the reason why I hate people

I don't know the reason I started singing this song

I don't know the reason why I'm so pathetic and broke

I don't know the reason why I let go of so many chances

The flaw of the Korean people:

Judging when it's none of their business

If it's not the trend, they shred it to pieces with their judgement

Because I hated to become like them, I tried to choose the right words

But that was the reason why they looked at me like I was the weird bastard

The person you talked about behind their back talks behind your back too

Wherever you look, only contradictions overflow

That bastard was dyslexic but my father turned around and

Made me cry instead, sure it's my fault, sure

Even if happiness is misfortune, blame it on me

Let's laugh after we get money, because laughing before that is pretentious

That makes it even more disappointing, my circumstances are all pathetic

Even though I don't know if I'm an imposter here, I feel like shit the more I compare myself to others

The circumstances I'm locked up in are comforting, because I still have a lot to tell you

I don't know the reason why I hate people

I don't know the reason I started singing this song

I don't know the reason why I'm so pathetic and broke

I don't know the reason why I let go of so many chances

I don't know the reason why I hate people

I don't know the reason I started singing this song

I don't know the reason why I'm so pathetic and broke

I don't know the reason why I let go of so many chances