Betrayal/Forgiveness lyrics

All that I ever wanted

To understand my nightmares

Possessed by my fears

Betrayed by my pride

Alone I wandered in the deepest dark

Seeking comfort from the vanity

Each time I escaped the real

My soul died, died a bit more

Confronting the evil within

Praying for my angel to appear

Agonized whisper into the emptiness

Begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind

Words without meaning

Touch without feeling

I do not recognize my own face

Eyes that were once shining

Now extinguished

Left only a silent cold

Sound of a tear falling down

In the desperate hour of loneliness

This shattered heart reaching

For it's relief - the relief it cannot find

Glance without affection

Kiss without sensitivity

Promise without comprehension

Love without hope

I do not remember my own tale

Betrayed by my anger

Betrayed by my delusions

Betrayed by my lust

(I wish)

Strength - to be released from my demons

(I desire)

Wisdom - to forgive the past

To forgive me