Benim Hayatim [English translation]

I seem happy to those who see me from afar

They don't know that my eyes weep every day

Inside me is a relentlessly bleeding wound

My life has returned to uncertainty

I live in the night, my sun doesn't rise

My burning fire has become ashes too soon

I live in the night, my sun doesn't rise

My burning fire has become ashes too soon

I don't know if I will emerge from this tomorrow

My life has faded before it's time

My life has faded before it's time

I am like a dimmed flame under the lights

I am like the lonely one amongst friends

I am like entering ways that aren't known

Where will my life end

Where will my life end

I am tired and depressed, my heart can't endure

If I say I'm unhappy, nobody believes

I am tired and depressed, my heart can't endure

If I say I'm unhappy, nobody believes

I long for the way it was, as such I cannot live

My life is endless misery

My life is endless misery