Benim Hayatım [English translation]

They think that I'm happy

They don't know that I cry everyday

There is a wound bleeding inside of me

My life has become uncertain

I live the night, my sun doesn't appear

My fire turned into ash timeless

I don't know if I'll be able to see the next day

My life faded uncertain

My life faded without season

I feel like I dimmed out under lights

I am all alone among friends

I feel like I entered a recondite road

Where will my life end?

I'm tired and sorrowful, my heart can't live with it

Nobody would believe me if I said "I'm unhappy"

I look for the old days, I can't live like this

My life is an unbearable sorrow