Ssshade
Press play, no, press pause
Life is now, life is nausea
Today, my head is getting me confused
I get back home at 3 am, but it's the wrong house
They ask me: "Sorry, how is it going?
Are you going on vacation?", it's hard
Bro, this girl is so annoying1
That she sends a photo and I've run out of data
I've been to this party for one hour
There are so many drugs here
That they didn't put drug in my glass,
They put my glass in the drug
I look for a job, but I went to an artistic school2
Good, but not good enough
She says: "you're very ugly3, but very nice"
Good, but not good enough
While I was saving the progress, my computer refreshed
Good, but not good enough
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
She says she's going on a mystical trip
Then she sleeps with the entire resort
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I go out in the summertime, it's hot, super hot
I do anxiety competitively
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I
They used to tell me to be careful
But I didn't listen, I replied: "I can't hear"
This girl has kind of an accent
Even the interpreter asks me: "what did she say?"
And if you don't reply and if you don't move4
I don't know how I might react
You send me to hell, too many sinners
I queue, but I cannot get inside
She would like to go out together one evening
Go having dinner, then who knows what might happen
But she's always making a scene,
So who fucking cares?5 I'm the top-goal scorer
I don't go out with good people
I only go out with people to drink
I look for a job, but I went to an artistic school2
Good, but not good enough
She says: "you're very ugly3, but very nice"
Good, but not good enough
On her profile she says: "have a super good morning"6
Good, but not good enough
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
She says she's going on a mystical trip
Then she sleeps with the entire resort
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I go out in the summertime, it's hot, super hot
I do anxiety competitively
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I
I have to be honest with you
You could have refrained
From saying: "you're worthless"
Without even looking at me, I'm honest
I'm neither a glass half-empty person nor a glass half-full one
It's always completely empty, even if I'm not a teetotaller
Be happy, tell it to the sky7, this is the truth
If you ask me how am I
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
She says she's going on a mystical trip
Then she sleeps with the entire resort
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I,
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I'm fine, fine, fine, fine
But not fine enough
I go out in the summertime, it's hot, super hot
I do anxiety competitively
I say "fine", but
If you ask me how am I
1. Lit. "heavy", which in Italian is used for file size, hence the reference to the data: she sends so many photos that he ends up running out of data.2. a. b. in Italy, secondary school is divided into "medie" (11-13 years old) and "superiori" (14-18 years old). "Superiori" are divided into "professionali" (vocational kind of schools) and "licei", which are then divided into fields: that's what "artistic school" refers to.3. a. b. slang word which primarily refers to a loo, but if used to describe a person, means very ugly.4. "ti muovi" might also stand for "hurry up", but the context is not clear. I interpreted it as the girl who's not replying in any way, neither verbally nor through gestures or any kind of movement.5. "cazzo mene" is a slang phrase, which comes from "(non) me ne (frega un) cazzo".6. "buongiornissimo" is a cheesy way of saying good morning. It's considered ridiculous and it's mainly used on the internet, never in real life.7. "sereno" literally means "happy" or "calm". The phrase "cielo sereno" means "clear sky".