Ben aptal mıyım? [English translation]

I won't buy these anymore.

I turned my life upside down.

I said, turn your lights on,

play your cards,

leave others.

Am I dumb?

When things don't suit my book,

I always show life itself as the reason of my trouble.

After kicking off all that opportunity...

am I dumb?

This is the dictionary meaning of love:

You're searching for your own trouble.

Am I the one I put behind bars?

Why do I look like a criminal?

Tell me, my guardian,

will I serve a long time?

When things don't suit my book,

I always show life itself as the reason of my trouble.

After kicking all that opportunity...

am I dumb?

Why did I even ask those questions, I already knew the answers.

Why did I even ask those questions, I already knew the answers.

Come and do the same things everyday.

Go and turn to same road,

and when it's time to pay the bill..

Am I dumb?

Have I forgotten about myself?

I left my days out to dry,

I collected yesterdays,

am I dumb?