Avoid

I’m asking the questions there are no answers for

I’m searching for something with no name with no door

And my days go past with no refrain

I'm never moving onward beyond these walls

Just stagnant with not a thing gained

And I'm in my head- not in the now

I'm second guessing all the excuses made

Denial which I can’t allow

I AVOID THE VOID

In grass and snow I avoid the void

It's worse to know

I’m waitin for something or someone

Don’t know when deflating erasing transcribing

There’s no bend wnd the way I sulk it has to change

I’m feeling sorry for all my sorrow

In some ways I am deranged

I AVOID MY VOID

By blaming you I avoid my void I’m such a fool