Avasin mun silmät [English translation]

Demons in my head refuse to leave even by means of preaching

Who under twenty years old sleeps with a gun under the pillow

Never felt sure 'bout anyone

Trust was just an illusion

Many disappear somewhere along the way when chasing after themselves

I wasn't afraid to die, I was afraid to snap to it

I rapped all is well even though for reals I was pulling one's leg

I never saw the big picture, just grey squalid life

Nothing matttered, I just wanted to sink in deeper into the gutter

When my brother left

Little did I know what was going on

Under thirty, I guess it goes with the territory

I had no choice but to go on and knock-out these woes of mine

Can't swell in no more for I have a family to feed

Fell all the way into the gutter, rose back up with my new shoes

Bet ya I wouldn't even be alive to this day had I gone on jogging like that

I burnt bridges, made out the difference between friends and brothers

Be sure to turn your back on purpose so I can see who you stab first