I only cast a shadow in my light
Until finally everything is breaking down
I take another sip of the red wine
Hello catastrophes, have a seat, come inside
We need to talk, look at me
I won't even ask why I can't sleep at night
Leave me alone, I've had enough
I pretend to be deaf, i stopped listening to you long ago
Can I stop losing me
Because everything here is working at touch of a button
Why does it not work for me
Can I stop losing me
Why am I playing against me
What's confusing me the whole day
Am I not talking enough to myself
Am I pushing everything to the edge until it's falling down
Somehow, I don't care about myself
I can't even explain
It doesn't even interest me
Can I stop losing me
Because everything here is working at touch of a button
Why does it not work for me
Can I stop losing me
Why am I playing against me
What's confusing me the whole day
I'm heading against every wall
Because otherwise I'm missing the crash
I break my neck or my hand
Does it not stop me on my way
I destroy what I love, cherish, plan, build, do
And watch me doing it, laughing
Can I stop losing me
Because everything here is working at touch of a button
Why does it not work for me
Can I stop losing me
Why am I playing against me
What's confusing me the whole day
I'm heading against every wall
Because otherwise I'm missing the crash
I break my neck or my hand
Does it not stop me on my way
I destroy what I love, cherish, plan, build, do
And watch me doing it, laughing