Aufhören mich zu verlieren [English translation]

I only cast a shadow in my light

Until finally everything is breaking down

I take another sip of the red wine

Hello catastrophes, have a seat, come inside

We need to talk, look at me

I won't even ask why I can't sleep at night

Leave me alone, I've had enough

I pretend to be deaf, i stopped listening to you long ago

Can I stop losing me

Because everything here is working at touch of a button

Why does it not work for me

Can I stop losing me

Why am I playing against me

What's confusing me the whole day

Am I not talking enough to myself

Am I pushing everything to the edge until it's falling down

Somehow, I don't care about myself

I can't even explain

It doesn't even interest me

Can I stop losing me

Because everything here is working at touch of a button

Why does it not work for me

Can I stop losing me

Why am I playing against me

What's confusing me the whole day

I'm heading against every wall

Because otherwise I'm missing the crash

I break my neck or my hand

Does it not stop me on my way

I destroy what I love, cherish, plan, build, do

And watch me doing it, laughing

Can I stop losing me

Because everything here is working at touch of a button

Why does it not work for me

Can I stop losing me

Why am I playing against me

What's confusing me the whole day

I'm heading against every wall

Because otherwise I'm missing the crash

I break my neck or my hand

Does it not stop me on my way

I destroy what I love, cherish, plan, build, do

And watch me doing it, laughing