When you looked into my eyes
And only goodbye, I did not believe,
I saw a stranger, I threw myself
Over your body and I disbelieved
I groveled, and clawed you
I grabbed at your hair
At your chest-hair (or pubic hair)
At your pajamas
At your feet
At the foot of the bed
Without kindness, uncovered
On the rug behind the door
I muttered curses
I began to curse our relationship (OR I gave myself to other men to curse you)
To shit on you, humiliate you
To have vengeance at any cost
Adoring you the wrong way round
To show I am still yours
Until I prove myself still yours