アストロノーツ [Astronauts] [English translation]

Would you have felt happy if I had eaten up

curry and rice for supper today?

(But) you said with a very frowning face

I didn't have to try.

I wish I (had courage to)

hit back when I'm bullied.

Then you may

show me some more smiles.

I wish I lived alone

and I wouldn't get you into my troubles.

But then I would spend my life

without knowing you.

If I were a liar,

would you scold me?

Many "if"s like these (vaguely) appear

to me when I'm (alone) in my room.

(And) the days of nothing

get cracks

and many "if"s are leaking

from the cracks.

Now I close my eyes,

my ears and start to walk forward.

I can't hear your voice

and can't see your smiles, but it's fine.

I wish

I could erase

only memories I hate

from my head.

If I were an honest person,

would you believe this was my last (lie to you)?

(Then) I'm sure you would show me a smile.

I know it all, don't I?

I've tried to tell you many times,

but my words wouldn't reach you and "that's strange".

I (just) want to come to you (but I can't).

But my knees tremble (as if saying) "You deserve it".

If I were alive,

Someday I would sing you a song I've made for you,

the song I've never sung you

because I feel embarrassed.

I hope the song reaches you someday.

Now I close my eyes,

my ears and start to walk forward.

I can't hear your voice

and can't see your smiles, but it's fine.

Now I close my eyes,

my ears and start to walk forward.

I can't hear your voice

and can't see your smiles, but it's fine.