Here or there, there’s no place for me
We’re close yet so far apart
Everyone tells me I changed
When in my eyes, they’re the ones who changed
The more I know it, the farther away I wanna get from the world
But then I can’t escape from it either
Feels like I’ve seen something that tried to hide
Me, the world, people, love
I’m lingering around
I’m pacing back and forth around
Trying to clear up my blocked inside
But when I go out, the only thing that greets me is the cold air
I’m lingering around and around
No one is nodding at my words
Is it so hard to smile?
Everyone says I’m like an alien
I’d understand if it was true
The more I know it, the farther away I wanna get from the world
But then I can’t escape from it either
Feels like I’ve seen something that tried to hide
Me, the world, people, love
I’m lingering around
I’m pacing back and forth around
Trying to clear up my blocked inside
But when I go out, the only thing that greets me is the cold air
I’m lingering around and around
Seeing the world after leaving a big embrace is so different
Someone else is reflected in the mirror
A child who hasn’t been loved
Or am I misunderstanding?
Father I can do it by myself now
Do you understand? You said ‘I do’
But I’m still staying around
Only I am far apart, Am I desperado
I lingered around
Then I grabbed the handle and wrestled with the direction
I’m still weak
I paced around
The place to reach you is that island
The tip of the finger that points
Looks so lonely
I’m lingering around
I’m pacing back and forth around
Trying to clear up my blocked inside
But when I go out, the only thing that greets me is the cold air
I’m lingering around and around