Right now I'm threading this needle
With the thread of a purpose that I'm not declaring
And I start to patch it all. None of the wonders
That were announced by illustrious magicians
Have become true, and the years go by quickly.
From nothing to a little, and always facing the wind,
I've tread such a long road filled with anguish and silences.
And we are where we are; it's best to both know and say it
And keep our feet on the ground and declare ourselves
The heirs of a time filled with doubts and renunciations
In which noises have drowned out words
And, with many mirrors, we half-mimic life...
Both longing and complaining are worthless for us,
As is the scornful touch of melancholy
That we wear as a jumper or a tie
When we go out in the street. We barely have
What we have, and nothing more: a determined place
In the history that corresponds to us, and a minuscule
Territory, so we can live it. Let's all
Stand up again and make heard
All of our voices, solemnly and clearly.
Let's shout out who we are, and let everyone hear it!
And when we're done, let everyone dress
As they wish, and to hell with everything else!
For everything is yet undone, and everything is possible!
I.
Let's imagine it lightful, this quietude
That spreads so many echoes never thought before;
Let's imagine it lightful and suggestive, so it fills
The specific space of right now, that space
Where there aren't any surprises whatsoever
And everything is old, and sad, and necessary.
We turned the page a long time ago, and some insist on
Still reading from the same page.
II.
Maybe the secret is that there is no secret,
And we've tread this path so many times
That no one is surprised about it, anymore; maybe
We ought to break with the routine
By making some exaggerate gesture, some
Sublimity that will turn history upside down.
Maybe, as well, the few things that we now have
We don't know how to use rightfully: who knows?
III.
Very slowly, the water wheel turns
And the years pass, or centuries, until the water
Climbs to the highest peak and, glorious,
Announces clarity in all the fields.
Very slowly then, descend
The buckets to collect even more water.
Thus, history is written. Knowing this
Cannot shock nor deceive anyone.
IV.
Far too often, we still divert our glances
And our gestures show both anguish and weaknesses.
Longing, voracious, sucks our eyes
And freezes the marrow of our feelings. Out of all
Our lonely times, this is the darkest,
The most ferocious, and persistent, and bitter.
It's convenient to know this and it's, moreover, convenient
To imagine the future as filled with light and possibilities.
V.
Who else but everyone -and each one of us at his own turn-
Can create, from these present limitations
The place filled with light where all the winds shall be excited,
The windy space where all voices shall thunder?
Publicly, life is compromising us.
Publicly and with all sorts of clues.
We shall be what we want to be. In vain
We escape from fire, if fire won't justify us.
VI.
Neither places nor names nor enough space
To replant the grove; there are also no rivers
Who want to turn back their flow and lift our bodies
Above oblivion. We all know very well
That there aren't open fields for our return,
Not a respite at sea at the time of danger.
Let's place milestones down all roads;
Specific milestones, out of deep plenitude.
VII.
We will share both mysteries and desires
From a very noble and secret source, in that space
In time, where someone will allow us to live.
We will share both projects and curiosity,
Pleasures and sorrows with extreme dignity.
Both water and thirst, love and lovelessness.
All of this together, must give us
A secret aplomb, the desired clarity.
VIII.
In the clef of time and with much suffering.
That's how we can win the fight
That we've been intrepidly engaged in for so long.
In the clef of time and maybe with loneliness,
Gathering, inside each one of us, the power
Of our unity, and projecting it outwards.
Respite after respite at sea, every single day;
Step by step with the willpower of dawn.
IX.
Neither any luscious Easterly wind, nor any
Solemn Westerly wind. It's best for us to know
That there aren't any great mysteries, nor one single bird
With immense wings to protect us; nothing
Of that which they have declared so many times
With a cavernous voice, dark seers.
Let's place one hand over the other and the years
Will lend their stoutness to our every gesture.
X.
We preserved the wind and oblivion,
The integrity of some environments, some projects
In which we watch each other grow and fight, all together.
And now, which dark refusal, which laziness
Destroys the impulse of renewed fury
That almost made us lust for battle?
From the depth of the years shouts, turbulent,
The light from an expectant and prosperous time.
XI.
We shall turn all silences into gold
And our words, into fire. The skin of this return
Gathers the rain, and the struggles
Erase all privileges. Slowly
We emerge from the great well, climbing like ivy,
And not protected by any calamities.
We shall turn our old grief into love
And we will bequeath it, solemnly, to history.