Fixing to find you
in this treacherous terrain.
There's landslides and landmines.
It's a jungle that we made.
You're not the king of it no more.
I'm not the girl that you'd die for.
None of us is better than the other.
None of us is better than the other.
It draws blood, the sweet sting,
but it's the poison that we know.
I thank God you found me
and God knows how I'll let you go.
Are we a kingdom worth saving?
Is it a shadow I'm chasing?
I know I'll never see you in another.
You know you'll never see me in another.
To lose you, really lose you,
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
No matter how long it'll hurt like this.
White-knuckle into the apocalypse.
Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you.
Day flies and night falls.
I break out my artillery.
I suit up for night crawls.
I go out disguised as me.
No matter how much I flaunt it,
I can't go home 'cause it's haunted.
I don't know if my heart can still afford this,
sleeping in a bed that was our fortress.
To lose you, really lose you,
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
No matter how long it'll hurt like this.
White-knuckle into the apocalypse.
Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you.
Used to love listening to sad songs.
I'd trace my fingers all along the silver linings.
Now I don't listen to sad songs,
'cause my old world's blowing up behind me.
It's all for good.
A better world will find me.
To lose you, really lose you,
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
I'm gonna have to lose myself.
No matter how long it'll hurt like this.
White-knuckle into the apocalypse.
Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you.
No matter how long it'll hurt like this.
White-knuckle into the apocalypse.
Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you.