It is a century this Tuesday night,
You hurt more than the worst pain invented
The mirror throws darts of reproach
Today that which has already ended begins
Hope went out the window
Insomnia was left to live here
Yesterday left everything for tomorrow
And the morning when I was I'm already gone
[chorus]
I don't get to breathe,
I've had apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Clawing at the bubble in which you aren't
Unable to breathe
The oxygen has left this place
I give you this desparate song
Lackluster as Monday afternoon
Collapsed I fall to the bottom headfirst,
And I don't even have the courage to be a coward
[chorus]
I don't get to breathe,
I've had apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Clawing at the bubble in which you aren't
Unable to breathe
The oxygen has left this place
Quick to surrender and give up,
I descend into a deep spiral.
Amnesia of fighting to breathe,
I desire to wear out alone.
Oxygen hitting a wall,
Pulse stumbling without radar.
Heart collapses at its mercy,
Dying will be better than remembering.
[chorus]
I don't get to breathe,
I've had apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Clawing at the bubble in which you aren't
Unable to breathe
The oxygen has left this place