Ah, who knows what sweet words I've prepared for so many months
When nobody's listening to you, it's easy to speak
The voice of a stranger endlessly screaming in my head
A giant, fake anti-depressant smile on my face
"Please don't leave like this! Please don't leave like this!
Sit with me for just a little," I couldn't say.
Had I laid my head on your shoulder, cried
Had I just kissed and smelled you... I couldn't
(x2)
I didn't; I felt ashamed.
Don't mind me; I'm partly cloudy*; if you're happy, I'm happy.
I'm only a good old friend tonight, anyways
The voice of a stranger endlessly screaming in my head
A giant, fake anti-depressant smile on my face
"Please don't leave like this, please don't leave like this!
Sit with me for just a little," I couldn't say
Had I laid my head on your shoulder, cried
Had I just kissed and smelled you... I couldn't
(x2)
I didn't; I felt ashamed.
Whenever you were hurt, I would tell you to call me again
"If I could do it, I'd wipe your tears away again," I couldn't say.
"Please don't leave like this! Please don't leave like this!
Sit with me for just a little," I couldn't say
Had I laid my head on your shoulder, cried
Had I just kissed and smelled you... I couldn't
(x2)
I didn't; I felt ashamed.