Antidepresan Gülümsemesi [Pazarlık] [English translation]

Ah, I prepared such sweet words for god knows how many months

So easy to talk when no one's listening to a word you're saying

The voice of a stranger screaming and crying non-stop inside my head

A huge, fake, antidepressant smile plastered on my face

"Don't you leave me like this, please, don't leave like this I beg of you,

Stay by my side some more", these I couldn't say

Wish I could lean my head against your shoulder and cry

Wish I could hug you and kiss you, alas I couldn't

(x2)

I couldn't, I was ashamed

Don't mind me, I am just partly clouded, if you're happy, then I'm happy too

I'm only a good old friend tonight anyway

The voice of a stranger screaming and crying non-stop inside my head

A huge, fake, antidepressant smile plastered on my face

"Don't you leave me like this, please, don't leave like this I beg of you,

Stay by my side some more", these I couldn't say

Wish I could lean my head against your shoulder and cry

Wish I could hug you and kiss you, alas I couldn't

(x2)

I couldn't, I was ashamed

Once more I'd tell you to call me whenever your heart ached

I would've wiped away your tears again if I could, these I couldn't tell you

"Don't you leave me like this, please, don't leave like this I beg of you,

Stay by my side some more", these I couldn't say

Wish I could lean my head against your shoulder and cry

Wish I could hug you and kiss you, alas I couldn't

(x2)

I couldn't, I was ashamed