Antidepresan Gülümsemesi [Pazarlık] [English translation]

Oh, who knows how many sweet words I've prepared for you for months.

It's easy to talk while nobody's listening to you.

I have the voice of a stranger who keeps screaming and scremaing nonstop.

I have a huge fake antidepressant smile on my face.

''Please don't leave, don't leave like this,

sit next to me for a while.'' I couldn't say.

Wish I leaned my head on your shoulder and cried.

Wish I breathed your scent in and kissed you, I couldn't do it.

I did not. I got shy.

Don't worry about me, I'm a little cloudy, but if you're happy, I'm happy.

I'm just a good old friend tonight anyways.

I have the voice of a stranger who keeps screaming and scremaing nonstop.

I have a huge fake antidepressant smile on my face.

''Please don't leave, don't leave like this,

sit next to me for a while.'' I couldn't say.

Wish I leaned my head on your shoulder and cried.

Wish I breathed your scent in and kissed you, I couldn't do it.

I did not. I got shy.

I used to tell you to call me everytime you're hurt.

But this I couldn't say I'd wipe your tears again.

''Please don't leave, don't leave like this,

sit next to me for a while.'' I couldn't say.

Wish I leaned my head on your shoulder and cried.

Wish I breathed your scent in and kissed you, I couldn't do it.

I did not. I got shy.