Ah, how pretty words i've prepared for you who knows for how many months
It's easy to talk when nobody's listening to you
There's a voice of stranger in my head that continuously screams
There's this huge, fake antidepressant smile on my face.
I couldn't say "Don't leave like this, please.
Don't leave like this, please. Sit next to me for a while."
I wish I'd leaned my head on your shoulder, cried, kissed and smelled.
I couldn't.
(x2)
I couldn't, I got embarrassed.
Don't mind me, I'm partly cloudly*, I'm happy if you're happy
I'm just an old, nice friend for tonight, anyhow.
There's a voice of stranger in my head that continuously screams
There's this huge, fake antidepressant smile on my face.
I couldn't say "Don't leave like this, please.
Don't leave like this, please. Sit next to me for a while."
I wish I'd leaned my head on your shoulder, cried, kissed and smelled.
I couldn't.
(x2)
I'd say call me again whenever you're hurt,
I'd wipe your tears off if I could. I couldn't say that.
I couldn't say "Don't leave like this, please.
Don't leave like this, please. Sit next to me for a while."
I wish I'd leaned my head on your shoulder, cried, kissed and smelled.
I couldn't.
(x2)
I couldn't, I got embarrassed.