I'm only thinking about him again
I'm barely eating and I'm not eating much
Thoughts tangle in my head
The day died not too far behind me
The stars watch ever so wearily
Twilight navigates in my room
But I believed: It will be even more beautiful,
That I can stop loving you anytime I want
But now I know
You love her, not me
And you don't know how it hurts me
I hide the regrets in my heart knowing, that
You love her, not me
The wind rocks me gently and calmly
Like in a silent and sweet dream
If you are my angel,
Please sit beside me comfortably, confess
If you knew, that
He loves her, not me
Don't you know, how it hurts me?
I feel pain in my heart, tears in my eyes
Tell me now
Do you love her, not me?
Do you know, whats happening to me?
I don't pretend to be okay
You love, her not me
You love, her not me
Will things go my way now?
I'll start life over knowing, that
You love her, not me