And lyrics

And this is just another sad song

I can't deny that I've been needing one

And that the world is always at fault

And we did nothing, how did we do wrong?

And I've been thinking that when we thought

The world would break us that we weren't wrong

But it's just never been the world outside

And sonder1 kind of has me terrified

And I'm so sorry I can't find the time

Spent all my days over-preocupied

And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react

If you were me and I was ghosted at

And I know I should try more

But I've been so caught in my own small shit that I can't see

That's nothing around me here

But I've been trying really fuckin' hard not to try so hard

Really fuckin' hard just to let go

Really fuckin' hard not to try so hard

Realize I have nowhere left to go

1. According to the Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows, sonder is "the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk. Source: https://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/post/23536922667/sonder