I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think of you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in
I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think about you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in
I was coming in the second hour, still with the weed on
I had two addict friends and filters in my wallet
With eight Amari in your throat, who knows if you think still
I'm lost on the street like someone looking for drugs (drugs)
How can I love you if I disgust myself the same?
And tell me how to love you if you are together with him in bed
Everything here goes to shit and yet it goes from bad to worse
Decide if you want to love me or shoot me in the chest
I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think of you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in
I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think about you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in
They want us dead, but I don't want to (I want to)
I locked my mind for freedom
And I lost friends like it was change
I say that I love you even though I can't understand you
I've seen friends arguing over drugs, hating each other over a b*tch
Leaving home to wash toilets in London
At school I used to smoke in the bathroom, my bro used to sell in the interval
No alternative, he was forced to do it
I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think of you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in
I was throwing up in the toilet, a life of excess
I think about you at 4am and I am still awake
I was at the last table and already I was dreaming this
Some friends are out and some stay in