Many times I believed the days.
And left my heart to them.
And it turns out I really need to wake up
I am returning with so much longing
Forgive me oh my God
For long I've been perplexed and tired;
And I want to finally rest
Many paths where life is embellished took me over
I found that this world is full of lies1; really not worth it
And here I am, I returned to you
as my heart yearns for [our] meeting
I am sorry
I am at fault
I am the one whose soul suffers when I am away from you
[I'm] definitely regretful
[I'm] definitely losing [a lot]
Help me because without you I will be lost again
Yes I have tried [out many things] and went round & round
And years are dragging my feet
And it turns out
I wasted my life worthlessly
For real I did not calculate [the consequences]
Nor did I see with my eyes
I am sorry
I am at fault
I am the one whose soul suffers when I am away from you
[I'm] definitely regretful
[I'm] definitely losing [a lot]
Help me because without you I will be lost again
1. Literally: this world is a liar