I used to hear from my mom that it was good to have someone with me
I'm not easy to deal with but I'm also not impossible
I'm telling you that my head is exploding
Tell God that my angel is sleeping
And can it stop I want to go down
You can't win if no one cheers
It's not worth speaking if no one hears me
You can't cry if no tears fall
No no no no no
Welcome to my self sabotage song
No no no no no
Welcome to my song
Because love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
And look at the sun rising backwards and the rain is colorful
All of this only happens because I woke feeling good about life
I got tired of talking about feelings, but it's stuck in my throat
Everything that I say comes out from inside
Forgive me for not being what I wanted to be as a child
Love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
And it's so funny to make sure I'm shielded from feeling
It's a lot of courage on my part it's that I fall in love with everything I see
Everything that grows from the ground
Everything that looks in the eye
Everything that smiles beautifully
Everything that speaks in a seductive tone
Fuck this kills me
Everything that grows from the ground
Everything that looks in the eye
Everything that smiles beautifully
Everything that speaks in a seductive tone
Fuck this kills me
Love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
Love isn't for me it's not
Love isn't for me no it's not
No it's not
Welcome to my self sabotage song