I could tell you about, what's going on with me
That I'm often tired and always having a headache
That I feel like I am less compared to others
Although, slowly everyone is the same around me
I could tell you, how it feels,
when they ask, why am I wearing the same clothes,
as yesterday
And those who don't deserve it, getting everything
But you know, I would rather not talk about it
It's better if it only burdens my heart
I'm still full of old scars
But I'm moving on and maybe once
Everything will be the same,
like how we used to play outside
and it didn't matter,
what doesn't kill me, it's gonna hurt
I could tell you, how much I struggled
To not see myself in a bad light in the mirror
When I always got, what I did wrong
When they came along, I chose to step aside
No one understood my desire
When I was cold, when my feet,
were sticking out of the blanket
If I don't deserve it, then why did this happen
But you know, I would rather not talk about it
It's better if it doesn't burden the hearts of others anymore
I'm still full of old scars
But I'm moving on and maybe once
Everything will be the same,
like how we used to play outside
and it didn't matter,
what doesn't kill me, it's gonna hurt
You might think you know everything about me now,
But usually there's trouble behind the rhymes
With every word, I twisted a knife in my own heart,
until a melody was born from my sorrow
Now you know, this is why I don't talk about it
It's better if it only burdens my heart
I'm still full of old scars
But I moved on
Everything will be the same,
like how we used to play outside
and it didn't matter
what doesn't kill me, it's gonna hurt