私このままでいいのかな [Am I Okay Like This?] [English translation]

On the empty bed I notice lingering fragrance

But you are not here

I thought it'd be my last love

But I am right back where I started

Tell me if you think of me

I don't need beautiful goodbye

Please tell me is there anything that I should work on

I don't want to ask

But I won't be able to change myself if I don't

Take a deep breath

Oh no, I can't dial your number

Again I fail to be honest to myself today

I know this is foolish

I believed the one I feel comfortable with is the one for me

I was just immature, pushing my thoughts on you

I was depending too much on you

Tell me because I realized that people around me don't scold me anymore

Please tell me what's wrong with me

I am sorry to force you to say something that you don't want to

This is the last time being selfish

Oh no, I can't dial your number

Again I fail to be a stunning lady today

I know I want to change myself

Committing the same mistake again and again

Afraid of getting hurt

I am okay like this

So I have avoided to ask you the question

I don't want to hear your answer

But I won't be able to change myself if I don't

Take a deep breath

Oh no, I can't dial your number

Again I fail to be honest to myself today

Though I want to be a stunning lady