AM 4:44 [English translation]

The heavy weight carried on my two shoulders

nobody knowｓ how scary the mask I use is

I don’t know what I exchanged, my passion in place of everyone’s applause

for what am I trying so hard to keep on running?

what's left is feeling guilty and inferior, reality is blocking my throat

my card is thrown on life ,but what is what really?

for others to judge is so simple

the lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth even reading to them

everyone wants only to chase after money and fame

in the very end my lyrics are just trash-letters GO AWAY

Why is everyone looking at me close-mindedly? Whatever I did ,I tried to walk the world while doing my best

but to them it was just hypocrisy to try to hold my head up with pride

people stare at the young child ,after blanky stepping, ripping, and making you fall over

they shamelessly worry for you yeh

values are surrounded with money their broken compasses

don’t try to hug me until the end, I'd rather leave than become

that kind of person

a respect about me happily running around juniors

a reverence to me at the night sky,for my grandfather in my heart

Every night my song is flowing

it’s no use, it is just my confession

to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back

I know it I know it I know it I am in need

everyone go away, everyone go away

this damned world ,everyone go away

everyone go away ,everyone go away

all these sympathetic stares just go away

everyone go away ,everyone go away

I don’t need love and its likes, everyone go away

everyone go away, everyone go away, everyone go away

every night I spend my nights lonely with bad thoughts

I don't need anyone to hug me,so I close my mouth tight

with a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness ,in the end everything is one thing

I don’t even remember anymore ,what on earth is a jerk like me?

no matter what I did,I wanted to live without a bit of shame to my seniors and juniors

These stupid assholes who ruined this ,are living with their stomachs full

they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they left behind

trying to forget all the ignorant people is like empty dust

just like the pills in my left hand ,my love has left me

My fans hold my two hands tightly so that I won’t fall

I know, I just want to leave the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry

it seems I need it ,I’m my own refuge, right?

Every night my song is flowing

it’s no use, it is just my confession

to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back

I know it I know it I know it I am in need

when you’re the loneliest in this world and having a hard time

I will pat your shoulder so that you can lean on me

but, when I was having a tough time,you didn't take any interest in me

get far away from me, all the words of comfort are meaningless

Why?

the meaning of ‘wound’ to me, no way ,only to the people full of lies

every night I suffer through nightmares,just leave me alone

i’m just doin ma things

Every night my song is flowing

it’s no use, it is just my confession

to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back

I know it I know it I know it I am in need

everyone go away, everyone go away

this damned world ,everyone go away

everyone go away ,everyone go away

all these sympathetic stares just go away

everyone go away ,everyone go away

I don’t need love and its likes, everyone go away

everyone go away, everyone go away, everyone go away