The heavy weight carried on my two shoulders
nobody knowｓ how scary the mask I use is
I don’t know what I exchanged, my passion in place of everyone’s applause
for what am I trying so hard to keep on running?
what's left is feeling guilty and inferior, reality is blocking my throat
my card is thrown on life ,but what is what really?
for others to judge is so simple
the lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth even reading to them
everyone wants only to chase after money and fame
in the very end my lyrics are just trash-letters GO AWAY
Why is everyone looking at me close-mindedly? Whatever I did ,I tried to walk the world while doing my best
but to them it was just hypocrisy to try to hold my head up with pride
people stare at the young child ,after blanky stepping, ripping, and making you fall over
they shamelessly worry for you yeh
values are surrounded with money their broken compasses
don’t try to hug me until the end, I'd rather leave than become
that kind of person
a respect about me happily running around juniors
a reverence to me at the night sky,for my grandfather in my heart
Every night my song is flowing
it’s no use, it is just my confession
to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
everyone go away, everyone go away
this damned world ,everyone go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
all these sympathetic stares just go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
I don’t need love and its likes, everyone go away
everyone go away, everyone go away, everyone go away
every night I spend my nights lonely with bad thoughts
I don't need anyone to hug me,so I close my mouth tight
with a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness ,in the end everything is one thing
I don’t even remember anymore ,what on earth is a jerk like me?
no matter what I did,I wanted to live without a bit of shame to my seniors and juniors
These stupid assholes who ruined this ,are living with their stomachs full
they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they left behind
trying to forget all the ignorant people is like empty dust
just like the pills in my left hand ,my love has left me
My fans hold my two hands tightly so that I won’t fall
I know, I just want to leave the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
it seems I need it ,I’m my own refuge, right?
Every night my song is flowing
it’s no use, it is just my confession
to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
when you’re the loneliest in this world and having a hard time
I will pat your shoulder so that you can lean on me
but, when I was having a tough time,you didn't take any interest in me
get far away from me, all the words of comfort are meaningless
Why?
the meaning of ‘wound’ to me, no way ,only to the people full of lies
every night I suffer through nightmares,just leave me alone
i’m just doin ma things
Every night my song is flowing
it’s no use, it is just my confession
to my grandfather’s embrace I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
everyone go away, everyone go away
this damned world ,everyone go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
all these sympathetic stares just go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
I don’t need love and its likes, everyone go away
everyone go away, everyone go away, everyone go away