Always Loved You lyrics

I am drowning

In a sea that doesn't exist.

I am falling into the deepest void -

Falling to my death.

I was crying

Because I wanted to be saved.

Your promises were lies that became the

Current that pulled me under.

I'm dying alone

I know it's wrong to love you

I'm fucked that I care -

Fucked that I care about you

All your lies

Were the tiny shards that built a

Mirror of deceit

And that's what made it feel -

That's what made it feel so real, so

Very real

I need you

You're the only reason that I am

Living; you taught me that I

Meant something

Without you, I am nothing

I know it's wrong to love you

I'm fucked that I care -

Fucked that I care about you

All your lies

Were the tiny shards that built a

Mirror of deceit

And that's what made it feel -

That's what made it feel so real, so

Very real

I have always

Loved you, and you know I'll continue

To love you until the world falls apart

You were my only happiness,

And now that you're gone...

I have no reason for living

Your currents have pulled me under

And I see me for who I am:

Someone who is worthless

And someone who had never

Deserved you in the first place

I wanted you to

Be proud of me