Sometimes I ask myself if I really exist
In my life I am only a spectator
Though I hurt myself but discretely
The doctor told me, it's only an aspect of your fear
And when I have pain, I feel alive a bit
It's night when the lights go on
We almost forget that we are sad
They only see that I am on the moon
They don't want that I eclipse myself
I need to be alone
The lights of the city drip on the scene
You were the only one alone
But your eyes are black, the ink has replaced the sap
I don't need you
I feel adrift lately
We say infinite universe
We also say that it stretches itself
Though in what does it stretch itself?
I don't need the feet on the ground
I need space
I fear your hidden face
I don't need the feet on the ground
For me you are nothing
I fear your hidden face
Sometimes I ask myself if I really exist
In my life I am only a spectator
Though I hurt myself but discretely
The doctor told me, it's only an aspect of your fear
And when I have pain, I feel alive a bit
I feel adrift lately
We say infinite universe
We also say that it stretches itself
Though in what does it stretch itself?
I don't need the feet on the ground
I need space
I fear your hidden face
I don't need the feet on the ground
For me you are nothing
I fear your hidden face
How could we end up there
Despite an infinity of possible trajectories
Destiny has chosen to lead us to this specific moment in the universe
Who could have foreseen what the the past had in store for us