Alucinação [English translation]

I tried to forbid myself

To think about you

But how to give up

What I want to have

It didn't work once

And it will never again

After what you did to me

I'm not supposed to love you

Oh my love

That fills me with anger

Dawn is loneliness

It seems that someone is coming

It has became hallucination

I look and don't see anyone

The more I try to hate you, the more I want you to be well

They say that loving is suffering

This will never change

I want something to drink

To mistreat me even more

I think I was born to want you

And hurt myself