Alleviation lyrics

Speak to the 5, built to destroy

I was placed in a situation that raised me, not a matter of choice

Although I wanna give up, gotta live for the fam

Gotta look out for all my niggas, yeah, gotta meet the demands

And the people who need a reason to wake, my soul I give to you before I meet the mans

I can see this wrist, now bigger than a slit wrist

Man, I sware I can't aford to slip up

Got my shoes tied, when the game's tied

Will I stay in neutral, will I hit clutch

These are questions I ask, if I'm the man to be

Standin the test of time, a testamint the type that'll test standards

Texin like Tony Danza, I'm livin free, so excuse my manners

Excuse my french, but fuck your standards

I don't live in it, I'm infinat

I don't have limmits, I don't flex, and I don't do gimics

I guess what I'm sayin, I say for myself, I say for my health

I'm facing my fears, simple alleviation to pain

This one here for my thugs, I finally made it out the mud

Sick of people seein this love

And they don't even know what that was

That's all that been on my mind

Why the fuck is everyone lying

Fuck you niggas up, with mine

I'm guessin I'm gettin older with time

Gettin older, but still in my prime

Fuck it, I have a toast, I'm a voice of the struggle, those who feel it the most

Better the host, never brag, never boste

Gettin I'm holy, never leavin my post

Before my brother's homicide, the pain was never so close

Sometimes, I wish I could talk with him, his ghost

Maybe it was a wake-up call, no one tells me get more sleeping pills, another dose

Gettin this money, leave me alone

Before I have niggas pop up on you, just to pull up in something you ain't seen before

We learkin, watchin where you're standin, stay out or lane

Gotta feed my kids, so they kids grow

4 clips for this 4 4, just tryna go

Know what niggas thinkin, but I ain't no hoe

Survivin, until I'm sober

That's word to Pac, and all them hustlers

Never met him, but I wish I could've brought him something, alive

So we could fuck over the world, cookin and ridin

I go to the safe, while you niggas in hidin

Better feel what I spit, the truth on this shit, fuck nigga, get the fuck off my dick

I'm solid like bricks, I hit you where it can't be fixed

Once I start, I ain't goin end till you sleep in the ditch

This one here for my thugs, I finally made it out the mud

Sick of people seein this love

And they don't even know what that was

That's all that been on my mind

Why the fuck is everyone lying

Fuck you niggas up, with mine

I'm guessin I'm gettin older with time