Back then, life could just run
But nowadays I carry the concern with me
By then it's far from relief
I would never have done it if you didn't see me
I wanted to show you so badly
Because then you maybe would have given me a chance
But dreams are still nothing for us scared
I didn't want to get up in the morning
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again
There was no one I could talk to
So I sat quiet in the bus and just cried
If someone wondered I didn't answer
If someone asked I always answered with something good
I may seem like I can be trusted
But I probably let everyone I met then down
I wanted to feel freedom again
But I will never be free from the schoolyard
What I fled from then appears wherever I go
If I want to avoid all the requirements I have to escape everything I've got
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again
You held my hand and said that everything is good
But you walked away from here because my doubts didn't give you a choice
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again