Surely I got saddened because of forfeiting the one who belonged to me
The moment I saw a girl with her hands in his, I was shocked
Although she might be his soul and his love..
Although I was the one who asked for us to separate when I left him..
I don't know why I got jealous as if he cheated on me
And my tears flowed from my eyes in spite of me
I felt really that I got killed
I looked down and hid, I was scared he might see I got hurt
And I left immediately from that place, oh my heart, why did you make me go?
After the separation, it didn't occur to me that I will meet him
He reminded me again of what's between us and it's a point in his favor1
I was living life as I like the day before,
What happened to me? Why did I long for him when I saw him?
Oh my heart, please forget
1. I.e: He reminded me of what's between us and I admit that it was a good thing of him to do. (rather masochistic if you ask me.)