Ai this distress without end
Ai this heart of mine
Ai this grief of mine
Ai my great solitude
Ai my painful childhood
Ai my good that was not
Ai my lost life
Ai this painful lucidity
Ai this great anxiety
Ai this having no rest
Ai past without longing
Ai my lack of attachment
Ai me that goes on living
Ai my great despair
Ai all I don't understand
Ai what I understand and don't want