Yeah, yeah
Hey
'Cuz
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
Ilness and welfare robbed my adolescene
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
Not a role-model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
Paranoid bout my privacy
Yeah
And they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Gotta a lot of bad shit that I'm taking to my grave
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date
So I grap the red wine on rainy days and then I pour it
'Cuz I'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
Yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin
But I love when it rains, 'cuz I'm agoraphobic
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
What's the point, I'm not okay
What's the point, I'm not okay
(This shit is fuckin difficult)