I wish Ill have the strength, soon
not to break down in front of you
I wish Ill have the strength
not to fall on my knees
from the weight of love
I wish my eyes would be blind (עברות=עיוורות)
as long as you'll stay
so I wont see your face (רת=את פמיך=פניך)
so I wont reach out to locate
soon
Ill breath slowly
Ill wound my hands until they'll be paralyzed
wont go near your body
the familiar, the beloved.
that my nose wont inhale the smell
god, the smell.
that I wont go down on my knees
that you'll stay
I wish Ill have the strength, soon
not to break down in front of you
I wish Ill be strong
until you'll leave
that would be my only revenge