부재 [Absence] [bujae] [English translation]

Indifferently, I spit those words out as if it’s nothing

But it really means to not leave me alone

Just ignore this moment, I’m just complaining

I can’t explain it

I’m confused, leave me alone

I can’t empty out this resentment

As if it’s engraved in my body

Words I used to love

Suddenly start to scare me

I’m pushing away my heart

The reason I’m different from yesterday

Is maybe because I’m dying without knowing

I need your heart

Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment

Feels like you’ll disappear

I don’t mind

I keep telling myself

That it’s ok

But you’re sleeping with your back turned

Can’t fill up this absence

I’m living a mixed up life

It’s not that I didn’t know about being left behind

In the end, every goodbye is bound to be sad

If only I let go, this will all be over

So I’m swimming through a dark ocean

As I look at the end of this blinded beginning

I’m confused, leave me alone

I can’t empty out this resentment

As if it’s engraved in my body

Words I used to love

Suddenly start to scare me

I’m pushing away my heart

The reason I’m different from yesterday

Is maybe because I’m dying without knowing

I need your heart

Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment

Feels like you’ll disappear

I need your heart

Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment

Feels like you’ll disappear