Indifferently, I spit those words out as if it’s nothing
But it really means to not leave me alone
Just ignore this moment, I’m just complaining
I can’t explain it
I’m confused, leave me alone
I can’t empty out this resentment
As if it’s engraved in my body
Words I used to love
Suddenly start to scare me
I’m pushing away my heart
The reason I’m different from yesterday
Is maybe because I’m dying without knowing
I need your heart
Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment
Feels like you’ll disappear
I don’t mind
I keep telling myself
That it’s ok
But you’re sleeping with your back turned
Can’t fill up this absence
I’m living a mixed up life
It’s not that I didn’t know about being left behind
In the end, every goodbye is bound to be sad
If only I let go, this will all be over
So I’m swimming through a dark ocean
As I look at the end of this blinded beginning
I’m confused, leave me alone
I can’t empty out this resentment
As if it’s engraved in my body
Words I used to love
Suddenly start to scare me
I’m pushing away my heart
The reason I’m different from yesterday
Is maybe because I’m dying without knowing
I need your heart
Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment
Feels like you’ll disappear
I need your heart
Even when I’m holding you, every day, every moment
Feels like you’ll disappear