A Message To Tina Belcher [German translation]

I dream so much and

I just can't seem to find an answer for what

I'm living for in general

I can't keep living like this, its breaking my heart day by day

I mean who's to say you find an answer when there isnt?

What if you just die?

What if life as we know it is all a dream?

What if we live for no reason?

What if we just disappear when you die?

Should I cling to life?

Or should I just kill myself?

So many contradictions, contemplation

It's getting harder and harder to mask my pain

I can't tell if I wanna live or if I wanna die

Please save me