Birth Mark lyrics

Couldn't get no sleep last night (not at all)

Throwing up like I'm dizzy from a flight (I'm sick as fuck)

Mom bugging for nothing, she so uptight

She said, "it gotta go if you staying here for the night"

"It's important, abort it," that's what they all said

Rubbing my stomach to feel it, don't wanna kill it, that's dead

Will I still go to heaven? Will I still get my blessings?

When I leave the doctor's office, would I feel like a felon?

I'm kinda aggy, shame I got a fucked up babydaddy

Would of been a good mother to love her

Till I'm wrinkled and saggy

Like a test, I'm stressed and hella naggy

Cause this shit cut deep like it stab me

The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts

This vacuum hurt, I just hope it don't leave scars

In the mirror, I'm staring I'm so embarrassed

Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the fucking clearance

Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Can't buy no baby clothes, can't feed her SpaghettiOs

Can't squeeze her fat cheeks, or kiss her baby rolls

Clean her toes even when it's gross

Can't be there when she grow up receive her first rose

From her first crush, or buy her first clutch

But instead I'm in the hospital bed and doing no such

Yeah, that nigga fucked me, but he don't give no fuck

So much baby weight, I can't even do a toe-touch

Made this decision 'cause I'm not ready

On minimum wage and ain't no gas in the Chevy (I need help)

My family and friends shame me, and that petty

Got me sleeping with one eye open like I'm Fetty

Cause at the moment they can't stand me (gave up)

Didn't wanna have it by a deadbeat (I didn't)

Damn, if only I had a plan B

My baby father only offered me a Plan B (fucked up)

Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)