I want to see people who are alive,
Not well brought-up. . .
I want to see people love,
Love truly. . .
I want to see horrible people,
With rage in their bellies. . .
There's beauty in hatred. . .
There's beauty when there's bleeding. . .
I want to know people
Who are crazy with love, but dying. . .
I want to see jealous people
Crying for their futures. . .
I love these mad women
Who don't understand why. . .
It was so good yesterday, to sweat in these sheets. . .
I would like to be in their bodies, for this first caress. . .
Feeling wrongly guilty for loving this tenderness. . .
Adultery isn't important, it's their most beautiful distress. . .
There's no reason to cry about this *pleasurable sadness. . .
I want to see people shouting, betrayed by their heaven. . .
I want to see people crying, because the world enchants them. . .
I want to feel the pain of all these mad people, the insane, the jealous. . .
I want to fall into your arms, in your drunken sheets. . .
I want to see the whole world become blurred. . .
I want to know all these fucking excuses and become them. . .(?)
To feel myself, in my turn, to be the last of beings. . .
I want to see death, face to face, really straight in the eye. . .
I want to see Lucifer at my feet, making his confessions. . .
I want to feel everything, see everything. . .
I want to lie and believe everything. . .
Today, I'm bored, I feed my madness. . .
I want to see people who are alive,
Not well brought-up. . .
I want to see people love,
Love truly. . .
I want to see horrible people,
With rage in their bellies. . .
There's beauty in hatred. . .
There's beauty when there's bleeding. . .
I want to see living people,
I want to see people love,
I want to see horrible people. . .
There's beauty in hatred. . .
There's beauty when there's bleeding. . .
I want to see living people!
I want to see people love!