Anteexi [English translation]

I'm Sorry

What else I could have said, I tried to think

Something beautiful and deep, something really smart

But I mostly felt like a child

who searched for an answer from the corner of the room

and blew bubbles with gum

When I couldn't do anything else, I could have sang a song

Buy gifts and paint a painting

But what would have it changed when the crime was already made

I admit, this girl really made a big mistake

I didn't see that I had gold in my hands

Before I threw mud on the guy's face

You wiped it away calmly

No, this wasn't any kind of fucking test

The silence lasted for long

Until I tried to falter something new

(refrain:)

Forgive me, desculpa me

Excuse me, pardon moi, I'm so sorry

I didn't mean it to go like this but it did

Didn't mean it but I did it

Admit it I'm guilty

I'm sorry

Because I forgot you for a short moment

I don't understand what I was thinking, probably nothing

And after all that I still wanted to hold on

to you, didn't you see my regret?

Without it I wouldn't have made a confession

If I wouldn't care, I would have skipped

all that crying, I wouldn't have cleared up

or confused, however you feel about it

But I believed in you and in truth so I had to tell

Clear the table, show the cards

I didn't want to steal love from you

You just stared when I asked for an answer

I felt like I woud have needed help

Back-up, some brilliant idea

But my prayer wasn't heard, I didn't get relief

(refrain)

I'm sorry

I continued to feel confused

Would it have been better if I hadn't told?

Hadn't troubled the relationship? I thought about that but

now it was too late, I had already opened my mouth

Made it public, and didn't yet realize

that I can't buy forgiveness with the truth

The next comment probably proves that right

You said you haven't ever seen anything cheaper

A girl who would have acted more stupidly than I had

"Slut, do you think I don't have others

But still I haven't told about them

to you face-to-face, and besides it's a different thing,

I'm an adult man, you are just a whore

It's useless to cry to me

Slut is slut, you can't change that."

(refrain)

I'm sorry

For a moment I thought you as my man

It seems I was totally wrong about that

Wait a second, I won't bother you gentleman anymore

Took my shoes, stepped out from the door

At least I saw what I gain with honesty

Half an hour ago he still kissed on the mouth

Smiled and tried to get laid

Now I saw him at the window, shouting after me:

"Hurry up whore, go suck a new dick"

What should I have replied, everything was already said

The whole story without too many words

One person less to apologize from

One person less who blames me

I learned my lesson

I won't ever open my mouth again