It was a completely normal day
but she felt that somehow something was different
and she realized
something had happened.
He had never looked at her this strangely.
They went to her room,
cuddled as usual
but then he wanted more.
She felt so empty
and abandoned.
But she did like him.
She didn't want to hate him.,
He took what he needed
He used her,
defiled her,
lied to her
and cheated her out of her love.
She couldn't understand all this,
only one thing: it would continue.
She couldn't tell anyone,
bore everything in silence,
had to promise him
never to break the secret.
She hadn't wanted this, but then she did,
all the while thinking
Please, please, please, please don't kiss me x4
He had promised her it would never happen again,
everything will be as it was
but then there it was again
that look in his eyes.
What could she still believe in?
She wanted to get out of her body, couldn't feel herself anymore,
but he wouldn't stop cutting off her air.
It was like a nightmare, but she wouldn't wake up.
She wanted to fight, but she was too weak
She blamed herself, believed in it.
What had she done, what drove her to this madness?
Fear came at night, she thought she was floating,
she saw herself from above, she didn't want to live anymore.
She wanted to suppress it, she wanted to forget it,
but it had buried itself deep within her soul.
She felt so alone,
she felt so small,
when would it finally be over?
Please, please, please, please don't kiss me x4
It took her a long time to break her silence,
because it was too hard to talk about.
She lacked the courage, but then she did it.
And now she knows it wasn't her fault.
She was still small.
You are the pig.