10 лет спустя [10 let spustya] [English translation]

at the begining they were only friends

but later they realized that it was

more serious

they were more than friends

i think that had happened with each of us

they were togeher for many years and she knew him

as he knew her. he'd understand her from the first sight

to find out the reason she is sad now

happiness- is when her caprices are pleasant for you

and you write her letters by sms

you can pick some narsisis in the park when you have no money

you make her a suprise

it finished suddenly in the middle of May

she received a message "i love another girl

i go far away don't wait me baby

i love you no more sorry but it is so"

she was knocking nerviously at his door

but nobody opened her

and a pleasant voice from the phone somehow rude

hundred times says " the subscriber is not available"

his friends knew nothing

they didn't hear about his new love

she was tired going everywhere looking for him

anybody from the universityand from work

knew anything

somebody said he left the work went somewhere

either to America or to Europe

did he deserve her love

she was in depression talked to anybody

she hated him by all her heart, histeria, hospital

she was their for a long time without visitors

even her friends and parents could not see her

after some time we nearly

forgot what we have done and saw

some years later she met another one

and he helped her to be herself

her life changed with his coming

parents blessed her and they got married

and made a wonderful wedding

it was really good

to learn live without him who never spoke to her

during these years

no more cryings,to start a life from a froma white sheet

and many years after

she forgave him let god judge him

if he'd come to her she won't even talked to him

and i think i have to finish this song but....

when her doughter was only five

she received a letter guess from who?

from him and this is after 10 years later

he decided to remember she opened the letter merrily

began to read but soon

her smile dissappeared

she fell on the floor

holding the letter where he wrote

: hello honey if you are reading this well done

10 years ago i could not tell you what i deceided to write

i went suddenly saying smth

that i love another.... no way

i wrote this letter that summer

and asked give it to you when you will forget me

when you forget and when you will be happy

i betrayed you and there is no excuse

this is our fortune who made all this

and you know the most difficult is was to be at home

hearing you cry behind my door

believe me i was crying too

but listen

doctors said that i had a cancer

i have some month and i'm not kidding baby

i never loved another

is it possible to forget your smile and huggs

i'm sorry i did not make you my bride in white

everything was good but so what can i do

i wish all the best i just could not die in your arms

and later you could not be with others you would live with past

sorry i liesd to you but there was no way

it was better for you my best half just let you know i loved you so much

and even now when i'm dying i still love you

god be with you