I was supposed to be brave enough to forget my old life
I was supposed to let some people go as I went on
I was supposed to sleep for six weeks and be afraid for a year,
What if I can't find anyone ever again
Was supposed to find my own place again,
Was supposed to trust that I can make myself happy alone
And after all that now I can finally dance until 5 a.m. in peace
stay with you or walk away
choose where the border runs and draw again
once again, I draw a border that you will not cross
I was supposed to travel, far away from home, one gets lost badly many times,
I was supposed to talk to new people and get support, toast to bravery,
I was supposed to find my own place again,
Was supposed to trust that I can make myself happy alone
And after all that now I can finally dance until 5 a.m. in peace
stay with you or walk away
choose where the border runs and draw again
once again, I draw a border that you will not cross
All that bullshit, bullshit paparazzis are taking pictures of us when we're going to the movies
We're the kind of people that stand out and are different, and I want to change
Come here baby, I need you, not different women and that's all that is missing
If you girls are drugs, then I have used all of you, but I can change
And now this feels easier, everything is easier
How do we get so messed up and start to feel afraid that some day
we'll go our separate ways, I don't want be separated
cuz only with you I feel alive
And after all that now I can finally dance until 5 a.m. in peace
stay with you or walk away
choose where the border runs and draw again
once again, I draw a border that you will not cross