I am sitting there, absent-minded
A hat hiding my brow
And odd thoughts passing
Through my mind...
I feel like screaming
But I cannot figure out why
Then suddenly I weep a bit
And laugh as it was a game...
If I hear voices, I do not answer
I live in a curious world
Where problems are few
Where people live without schemes...
Ahi ahi ahi ahi
There is no future, no present to me
I live now eternally
Now, my past is behind me
Far away...
I have all I need
Not even the sea in its treasure chest
Has what I long for
And I cannot figure out why I am weeping...
I do not know what love is
Nor I have ever felt my heart beat faster
To me, a woman is
Who takes care and tends to me
Ahi ahi ahi ahi
But sometimes I feel that
The black claws of night
Make me act
Wrongly...
Suddenly, I hear that voice
And then my torments start
I'd like to forget and to remember
My mind is close to bursting...
And so I smash whatever I find
And then I try to stop me
Eventually, there is no hope for me
To ever escape this room...
Ahi ahi ahi ahi
On this squeaky crib
In such a crazing place
I often try to fly
In the sky...
I do not know harm I may do
If I try to fly
I do not understand my keepers
Why do they fasten my hands?
And they want at all costs
That I wear my gown
I push my arms behind me
And at this point, I always cry...
Ua ua ua ua
My Lord, what a mess!
And what breathtaking vision
A pale shadow crosses
My mind...
Now, I strongly bite my hands
And for a moment I remember
That in a time not long ago
There was someone telling me: I love you...
That voice vanished in a farewell
Rest fell upon my soul
That is why from that very day
I am sitting steady here...
La la la la