# 4 Paranoid [English translation]

Ohhh fuuuck

I woke up and I was back to myself, but no use of crying

Now it is time for that notorious maybe later

(No maybe later, but now!)

I wouldn't believe that I would become a junkie too

But it was that marijuana that got me hooked

And now I'm one big ball made of pills

For law technical reasons, let's call me "Andy"

My throat hurts like I was a singer with a raspy voice

You can get two red ones plus one purple if you sleep with me

Hey, you are cold even tough you're sweating

(I feel so sick)

Fuck, don't throw up there

An aphorist? I'd rather say an aphorisk

You tell me I should survive the mother-in-law being sober

That's a tough one

That's the twist baby, I'm a polyamorist

I said you're not the first one

And not the last, I'm lonely

Simple, multiple-minded, overconfident

Your man is nothing compared to me

Though we are still going through second-hand shops

I'm begging bitches to give me something that keeps me warm

But it gives me no comfort

I'm kicking the bus stop because I'm fighting to kick the can

Everyone loves me, everyone loves me

All my drugs, they love me

I can open my heart to them and they are on my side (Ahh)

That can just happen

Everyone loves you

They say, and I start to get convinced

I tell my worries to drugs and they take care of me (Ahh)

That can just happen

I remember how my mind went blank then

My eyes hurt, I hit a brick wall

Afterwards I put some lotion on it

Lotion to the wound, my face was stinging boohoo

I remember how my hair fell down from my head

Large wads of hair, the weather changed to thunder

Coarse voice, a piece in my throat

I'm going to kill everyone, I swear

I farted St. Peter on the cross upside-down

I rubbed my eyes lying in a pool of vomit

I would visit more often if invited

And then I would drink wine sophistically

But I can't take it, I can't take it

Nothing in which I have to, anything

Because I don't like anything in which you just have to

Doesn't fit in the crowd, improper way to say things

Even though that part suits me fucking well

My only home is mostly just the back of my head

I'm a little bit too introspective for this

I'll put MC in front of my name and get a new rap name

Why can't I be like Big H?

I went to see his house, but it isn't even that big

I bought a can of golden spray paint

And a few vinyls, I want to resemble you guys

I'll put them on display to my bedroom

And I'll also impress the ladies (You're so cute!)

Time to stop, it's getting late

A decade in vain, too much work

During that time I slept with five bitches

And one of them had a cancer on her face

Brains, brains, brains, brains. YUM YUM YUM YUM!

Brains, brains, brains, brains. YUM YUM YUM YUM!

Everyone loves me, everyone loves me

All my drugs, they love me

I can open my heart to them and they are on my side (Ahh)

That can just happen

Everyone loves you

So they make me believe

Days, weeks, years pass by

But I only want to fall in love