If I have to lie to you
If I have to hide my past
If I have to keep the illusion that you can forget
I'd rather to live in suffer
I'd rather to be shown like I really am
I'd even rather to lose your love
You don't deserve anguish
You only deserve cosiness
I'd like to flee with you
To wherever
There's no relief to me
There's no advice to me
And there's not the comfort of the sleep to stupefy me