I haven’t been myself lately,
I don’t blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don’t mean,
not meaning what I say.
When it’s good, it’s so good,
when it’s bad, it’s SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had.
What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?
Cause, I am on fire,
a crying, burning liar,
seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
and I’m the one with the lighter.
Every inch of me is charred,
god, what happened to my heart?
I’m about to fall apart,
again, again.
And you’re never coming back,
and I’m not okay with that,
and I should’ve never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again.
What’s done is done,
and nothing’s gonna change.
I should be moving on,
but I still feel the same.
And it’s like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self control,
and when you’ve forgotten who I am,
it just feels, it just feels…
I’m nobody at all.
I found myself
hitting the ground,
I held my breath
in case I’d drown.
I should have known
when to let go
and when to see
who I was being.
Again, again, again.
I am on fire,
a crying, burning liar,
seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
and I’m the one with the lighter.
Every inch of me is charred,
god, what happened to my heart?
I’m about to fall apart,
again, again.
And you’re never coming back,
and I’m not okay with that,
and I should’ve never let myself get…
Every inch of me is charred,
god, what happened to my heart?
I’m about to fall apart,
again, again.
And you’re never coming back,
and I’m not okay with that,
and I should’ve never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again.
And you’re never coming back,
and I’m not okay with that,
and I should’ve never let myself get attached.
Whoa…
Again, again.