(December 23rd, two hours after midnight
The phone is ringing. A call from the hospital
Everything was clear to me.)
No!
(Chorus)
(Only the hope remains that the time
heals all the wounds, and that God
will now give me strength to survive the days.)
I still feel the smell of your body now,
It lies all over our bed
And the unfinished cup of coffee
Constantly reminds me, I have nowhere to go.
New dawn is slowly breaking
But to you, that means nothing
And it doesn't matter that the birds are singing
Because that can't be heard now, up above.
(Chorus)
I don't know what to do with
myself now, I carry an indelible trace,
Never again your whisper on my ear,
I'm opening the window, the air is stifling.
I'm quickly putting on my coat,
Hastily getting out on the street,
It's really good that the rain is sprinkling,
Those are not tears on my face
(Chorus)
I still remember all of our last words
That strong, unbreakable vow.
For me to go with you, I know,
You wouldn't want it . I have to fight,
I have to fight it.
(Chorus)