Not to mention the days
They pass by without passing
I barely have the strength to pay the rent
Put food in my mouth
I sleep too much, waking up still pisses me off
Collect shards from the floor, they're too sharp
I sleep too much
I rapport, don't pity
And this is another voice
First it sounds inside my head
I repeat myself removing myself
I didn't believe, now i do
Poor you, always learning the hard way
I throw myself into treatment, make me well
I cry again when i return, it was delusion but it felt so amazing
I was happy to visit you, would've wanted to stay, it was better there than here
The lifestyle-bullshitter bullshits themselves: green soothes, white stimulates
Those questions are answers, they can be repressed, but not erased
You can get to therapy as long as you piss in a jar for two months first
Feeling as positive as my sister's HIV-test
Every day in your own cognitive therapy, who the fuck can handle it?
Try to be sober, stare at your hemorrhage
I have an entrepreneurs ulcer
I guess they don't want me to try but to stay lying down
Stuff those fucking medicines in your mouth and shut up
Until they flip, push them in prisons
Originally we belonged in hospitals
As long as the shell doesn't bleed everything is OK
Buy them quickly something
I cry again when i return, it was delusion but it felt so amazing
I was happy to visit you, would've wanted to stay, it was better there than here
The lifestyle-bullshitter bullshits themselves: green soothes, white stimulates
Those questions are answers, they can be repressed, but not erased
Innocent beers in the park,
Innocent spliffs in the park,
Innocent ecstasy, cocaine
Amphetamine, heroin
Bolts, caterpillar tracks, Seroquels
We're here and at this point in life
You're apparently supposed to wake up,
When people die around you, push needles into their veins,
Licks knives, boys it's time to decide something,
Life, or fucking around, it's so hopeless
When these doors appear to open only in one direction
The one who wants it doesn't understand anything about it,
The psyche stays in order with chemicals
When they offer for the hundredth time,
Supply creates demand, demand corresponds to supply
I cry again when i return, it was delusion but it felt so amazing
I was happy to visit you, would've wanted to stay, it was better there than here
The lifestyle-bullshitter bullshits themselves: green soothes, white stimulates
Those questions are answers, they can be repressed, but not erased